Grow Up
i dont write or post about her often enough
ntahlah gue merasa itu tidak terlalu penting. gue lebih senang hubungan ini hanya berkembang diantara kami. Gue merasa kami tidak sepenting itu, walaupun hanya sekedar muncul di permukaan social media.
or simply, i just want to keep her for my self. but, this time i want to share.
Hari ini hari yang spesial buat dia, dan gue masih belum tau harus berbicara apa.
Mengucapkan selamat ulang tahun kepada kerabat saja selalu menjadi masalah besar buat gue. gue selalu merasa canggung ketika mengucapkanya, apalagi harus ditambah dengan doa doa klise sekenanya.
"selamat ulang tahun, semoga bla bla bla bla, dan bla bla bla "
But, honey. i'll say this for you.
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dan terimakasih sudah melewati banyak hal bersama sama.
i know words alone are not enough to express how happy i am your are celebrating another year of your life. and how lucky i am to have found a girl like you. please, stay with me.
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As long as i remember, i haven't dropped 'The L word' i have not said 'i Love You' to you.
Because for me, 'Love' is a big word.
harapan gue nanti di masa depan ketika mengahadapi masalah. dan gue bisa memilih dengan siapa gue akan melewatinya.
i hope you are still there with me, honey.
and hey, you are grow up so fast.
proud of you. and once again, happy birthday :)and hey, you are grow up so fast.